Exhausting..

Its been long time i never fall to somebody this much since my 1st.She is beautiful like a star that shine brightly in the sky, a personality that i feel happy with. Always i will tell my friends that my car is my 1st babe that i put in the list..Sorry guys actually it's a lie, i just hope she can be my 1st babe. U guys understand right.
I fail once to express my feeling to her..Damn that a stupid situation that i done that time..really unprofessional but yes i not professional in this.hehe..may be u can say a dump guy???
Nowadays feel happy because i can contact with her..go out sometimes.Sometime feel like i got chances but sometime not through the talking and phone and sometime action.
ya i wan to express to her but i don't know whether its time or not..there's few times i want to tell her but there situation that i feel not right.
I started to feel exhausting this few days but i just cant stop think of her and finding her..but when i can look her and talk to her i start to feel happy back but then exhaust after that.. But i never go backwards, i know i need to go forward. I'll do anything for you.
Do i have to look at negative ways as sentence like "The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can‘t have them".But nah..i don't to embed this sentence in me.
I prefer the sentence like "Just because someone doesn‘t love you the way you want them to, doesn‘t mean they don‘t love you with all they have". May be she got different style from what we usually saw in public.
Sometime ya there is a pain in the eyes to look at heart-throb who attractive to many woman but i believe, just be our self.Ya i know not just me that like her but i just give my best to her.
Hopefully my birthday wish come true..
i wan you to have this...
"The feeling I have for you does that I look for you every moment. I love you!
In spite of your faults, you always appear to me very beautiful.
If in the world there is only a person like you, I do not know if I will meet her, but I surely will be able to recognize her.
All the enchantment of a love is in knowing that it will be forever".


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